I never thought I wouldn’t have you.
My life is broken, what do I do?
How do I live with grief in my life?
How do I love with a heart in strife?
The grief comes and the grief goes –
This is a pain no one knows:
Hell on earth is what we say
And it happens day after day after day.
I wake up and paint a smile on my face –
Something fake to exist in hollow space.
They get a fair trial and have those rights,
But I’m the one screaming when I wake most nights.